TODAY IS MAHA SHIVARATRI. MAY SWAMIJI BLESS YOU ALL WITH ULTIMATE KNOWLEDGE AND BLISS.
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I shall tell you a
story from the Vedas tonight. The Vedas are the sacred scriptures of the Hindus
and are a vast collection of literature, of which the last part is called the
Vedanta, meaning the end of the Vedas. It deals with the theories contained in them,
and more especially the philosophy with which we are concerned. It is written
in archaic Sanskrit, and you must remember it was written thousands of years
ago. There was a certain man who wanted to make a big sacrifice. In the
religion of the Hindus, sacrifice plays a great part. There are various sorts
of sacrifices. They make altars and pour oblations into the fire, and repeat
various hymns and so forth; and at the end of the sacrifice they make a gift to
the Brahmins and the poor. Each sacrifice has its peculiar gift. There was one
sacrifice, where everything a man possessed had to be given up. Now this man,
though rich, was miserly, and at the same time wanted to get a great name for
having done this most difficult sacrifice. And when he did this sacrifice,
instead of giving up everything he had, he gave away only his blind, lame, and
old cows that would never more give milk. But he had a son called Nachiketas, a
bright young boy, who, observing the poor gifts made by his father, and
pondering on the demerit that was sure to accrue to him thereby, resolved to
make amends for them by making a gift of himself. So he went to his father and
said, "And to whom will you give me?" The father did not answer the
boy, and the boy asked a second and a third time, when the father got vexed and
said, "Thee I give unto Yama, thee I give unto Death." And the boy
went straight to the kingdom of Yama. Yama was not at home, so he waited there.
After three days Yama came and said to him, "OBrahmin, thou art my guest,
and thou hast been here for three days without any food. I salute thee, and in
order to repay thee for this trouble, I will grant thee three boons." Then
the boy asked the first boon, "May my father's anger against me get calmed
down," and the second boon was that he wanted to know about a certain
sacrifice. And then came the third boon. "When a man dies, the question
arises: What becomes of him: Some people say he ceases to exist. Others say
that he exists. Please tell me what the answer is. This is the third boon that
I want." Then Death answered, "The gods in ancient times tried to
unravel the mystery; this mystery is so fine that it is hard to know. Ask for
some other boon: do not ask this one. Ask for a long life of a hundred years.
Ask for cattle and horses, ask for great kingdoms. Do not press me to answer
this. Whatever man desires for his enjoyment, ask all that and I will fulfil
it, but do not want to know this secret." "No sir," said the
boy, ''man is not to be satisfied with wealth; if wealth were wanted, we should
get it, if we have only seen you. We shall also live so long as you rule. What
decaying mortal, living in the world below and possessed of knowledge, having
gained the company of the undecaying and the immortal, will delight in long
life, knowing the nature of the pleasure produced by song and sport? Therefore,
tell me this secret about the great hereafter, I do not want anything else;
that is what Nachiketas wants, the mystery of death." Then the God of
death was pleased. We have been saying in the last two or three lectures that
this Jnâna prepares the mind. So you see here that the first preparation is
that a man must desire nothing else but the truth, and truth for truth's sake.
See how this boy rejected all these gifts which Death offered him; possessions,
property, wealth, long life, and everything he was ready to sacrifice for this
one idea, knowledge only, the truth. Thus alone cantruth come. The God of death
became pleased. "Here are two ways," he said, "one of enjoyment,
the other of blessedness. These two in various ways draw mankind. He becomes a
sage who, of these two, takes up that which leads to blessedness, and he
degenerates who takes up the road to enjoyment. I praise you, Nachiketas; you
have not asked for desire. In various ways I tempted you towards the path of
enjoyment; you resisted them all, you have known that knowledge is much higher
than a life of enjoyment.
"You have
understood that the man who lives in ignorance and enjoys, is not different
from the brute beast. Yet there are many who, though steeped in ignorance, in
the pride of their hearts, think that they are great sages and go round and
round in many crooked ways, like the blind led by the blind. This truth,
Nachiketas, never shines in the heart of those who are like ignorant children,
deluded by a few lumps of earth. They do not understand this world, nor the
other world. They deny this and the other one, and thus again and again come
under my control. Many have not even the opportunity to hear about it; and many,
though hearing, cannot know it, because the teacher must be wonderful; so must
he be wonderful too unto whom the knowledge is carried. If the speaker is a man
who is not highly advanced, then even a hundred times heard, and a hundred
times taught, the truth never illumines the soul. Do not disturb your mind by
vain arguments, Nachiketas; this truth only becomes effulgent in the heart
which has been made pure. He who cannot be seen without the greatest
difficulty, He who is hidden, He who has entered the cave of the heart of
hearts — the Ancient One — cannot be seen with the external eyes; seeing Him
with the eyes of the soul, one gives up both pleasure and pain. He who knows
this secret gives up all his vain desires, and attains this superfine perception,
and thus becomes ever blessed. Nachiketas, that is the way to blessedness.
He is beyond all virtue, beyond all vice, beyond all duties, beyond all
non-duties, beyond all existence, beyond all that is to be; he who knows this,
alone knows. He whom all the Vedas seek, to see whom men undergo all sorts of
asceticism, I will tell you His name: It is Om. This eternal Om is the Brahman,
this is the immortal One; he who knows the secret of this — whatever he desires
is his. This Self of man, Nachiketas, about which you seek to know, is never
born, and never dies. Without beginning, ever existing, this Ancient One is not
destroyed, when the body is destroyed. If the slayer thinks that he can slay,
and if the slain man thinks he is slain, both are mistaken, for neither can the
Self kill, nor can It be killed. Infinitely smaller than the smallest particle,
infinitely greater than the greatest existence, the Lord of all lives in the
cave of the heart of every being. He who has become sinless sees Him in all His
glory, through the mercy of the same Lord. (We find that the mercy of God is
one of the causes of God-realisation.) Sitting He goes far, lying He goes
everywhere; who else but men of purified and subtle understanding are qualified
to know the God in whom all conflicting attributes meet? Without body, yet
living in the body, untouched, yet seemingly in contact, omnipresent — knowing
the Âtman to be such, the sage gives up all misery. This Atman is not to be
attained by the study of the Vedas, nor by the highest intellect, nor by much
learning. Whom the Atman seeks, he gets the Atman; unto him He discloses His
glory. He who is continuously doing evil deeds, he whose mind is not calm, he
who cannot meditates he who is always disturbed and fickle — he cannot understand
and realise this Atman who has entered the cave of the heart. This body, O
Nachiketas, is the chariot, the organs of the senses are the horses, the mind
is the reins, the intellect is the charioteer, and the soul is the rider in the chariot.
When the soul joins himself with the charioteer, Buddhi or intellect, and then
through it with the mind, the reins, and through it again with the organs, the
horses, he is said to be the enjoyer; he perceives, he works, he acts. He whose
mind is not under control, and who has no discrimination, his senses are not
controllable like vicious horses in the hands of a driver. But he who has
discrimination, whose mind is controlled, his organs are always controllable
like good horses in the hands of a driver. He who has discrimination, whose
mind is always in the way to understand truth, who is always pure — he receives
that truth, attaining which there is no rebirth. This, O Nachiketas, is very
difficult, the way is long, and it is hard to attain. It is only those who have
attained the finest perception that can see it, that can understand it. Yet do
not be frightened. Awake, be up and doing. Do not stop till you have reached
the goal. For the sages say that the task is very difficult, like walking on
the edge of a razor. He who is beyond the senses, beyond all touch, beyond all
form, beyond all taste, the Unchangeable, the Infinite, beyond even
intelligence, the Indestructible — knowing Him alone, we are safe from the jaws
of death."
So far, we see that
Yama describes the goal that is to be attained. The first idea that we get is
that birth, death, misery, and the various tossings about to which we are
subject in the world can only be overcome by knowing that which is real. What
is real? That which never changes, the Self of man, the Self behind the
universe. Then, again, it is said that it is very difficult to know Him.
Knowing does not mean simply intellectual assent, it means realisation. Again
and again we have read that this Self is to be seen, to be perceived. We cannot
see it with the eyes; the perception for it has to become superfine. It is
gross perception by which the walls and books are perceived, but the perception
to discern the truth has to be made very fine, and that is the whole
secret of this knowledge. Then Yama says that one must be very pure. That is
the way to making the perception superfine; and then he goes on to tell us
other ways. That self-existent One is far removed from the organs. The organs
or instruments see outwards, but the self-existing One, the Self, is seen
inwards. You must remember the qualification that is required: the desire to
know this Self by turning the eyes inwards. All these beautiful things that we
see in nature are very good, but that is not the way to see God. We must learn
how to turn the eyes inwards. The eagerness of the eyes to see outwards should
be restricted. When you walk in a busy street, it is difficult to hear the man
speak with whom you are walking, because of the noise of the passing carriages.
He cannot hear you because there is so much noise. The mind is going outwards,
and you cannot hear the man who is next to you. In the same way, this world
around us is making such a noise that it draws the mind outwards. How can we
see the Self? This going outwards must be stopped. That is what is meant by
turning the eyes inwards, and then alone the glory of the Lord within will be
seen.
What is this Self? We
have seen that It is even beyond the intellect. We learn from the same Upanishad that this Self is eternal and omnipresent, that you and I and all of
us are omnipresent beings, and that the Self is changeless. Now this
omnipresent Being can be only one. There cannot be two beings who are equally
omnipresent — how could that be? There cannot be two beings who are infinite,
and the result is, there is really only one Self, and you, I, and the whole
universe are but one, appearing as many. "As the one fire entering into
the world manifests itself in various ways, even so that one Self, the Self of
all, manifests Itself in every form." But the question is: If this Self is
perfect and pure, and the One Being of the universe, what becomes of It
when It goes into the impure body, the wicked body, the good body, and so on?
How can It remain perfect? "The one sun is the cause of vision in every
eye, yet it is not touched by the defects in the eyes of any." If a man
has jaundice he sees everything as yellow; the cause of his vision is the sun,
but his seeing everything as yellow does not touch the sun. Even so this One
Being, though the Self of every one, is not touched by the purities or
impurities outside. "In this world where everything is evanescent, he who
knows Him who never changes, in this world of insentience, he who knows the one
sentient Being, in this world of many, he who knows this One and sees Him in
his own soul, unto him belongs eternal bliss, to none else, to none else. There
the sun shines not, nor the stars, nor the lightning flashes, what to speak of
fire? He shining, everything shines; through His light everything becomes
effulgent. When all the desires that trouble the heart cease, then the mortal
becomes immortal, and here one attains Brahman. When all the crookedness of the
heart disappears, when all its knots are cut asunder, then alone the mortal
becomes immortal. This is the way. May this study bless us; may it maintain us;
may it give us strength, may it become energy in us; may we not hate each
other; peace unto all!"
This is the line of
thought that you will find in the Vedanta philosophy. We see first that here is
a thought entirely different from what you see anywhere else in the world. In
the oldest parts of the Vedas the search was the same as in other books, the
search was outside. In some of the old, old books, the question was raised,
"What was in the beginning? When there was neither aught nor naught, when
darkness was covering darkness, who created all this?" So the search
began. And they began to talk about the angels, the Devas, and all sorts of
things, and later on we find that they gave it up as hopeless. In their
day the search was outside and they could find nothing; but in later days, as
we read in the Vedas, they had to look inside for the self-existent One. This
Is the one fundamental idea in the Vedas, that our search in the stars, the
nebulae, the Milky Way, in the whole of this external universe leads to
nothing, never solves the problem of life and death. The wonderful mechanism
inside had to be analysed, and it revealed to them the secret of the universe;
nor star or sun could do it. Man had to be anatomised; not the body, but the
soul of man. In that soul they found the answer. What was the answer they
found? That behind the body, behind even the mind, there is the self-existent
One. He dies not, nor is He born. The self-existent One it omnipresent, because
He has no form. That which has no form or shape, that which is not limited by
space or time, cannot live in a certain place. How can it? It is everywhere,
omnipresent, equally present through all of us.
What is the soul of
man? There was one party who held that there is a Being, God, and an infinite
number of souls besides, who are eternally separate from God in essence, and
form, and everything. This is dualism. This is the old, old crude idea. The
answer given by another party was that the soul was a part of the infinite
Divine Existence. Just as this body is a little world by itself, and behind it
is the mind or thought, and behind that is the individual soul, similarly, the
whole world is a body, and behind that is the universal mind, and behind that
is the universal Soul. Just as this body is a portion of the universal body, so
this mind is a portion of the universal mind, and the soul of man a portion of
the universal Soul. This is what is called the Vishishtâdvaita, qualified
monism. Now, we know that the universal Soul is infinite. How can infinity have
parts? How can it be broken up, divided? It may be very poetic to say that I am
a spark of the Infinite, but it is absurd to the thinking mind. What is
meant by dividing Infinity? Is it something material that you can part or
separate it into pieces? Infinite can never be divided. If that were possible,
it would be no more Infinite. What is the conclusion then? The answer is, that
Soul which is the universal is you; you are not a part but the whole of It. You
are the whole of God. Then what are all these varieties? We find so many
millions of individual souls. What are they? If the sun reflects upon millions
of globules of water, in each globule is the form, the perfect image of the
sun; but they are only images, and the real sun is only one. So this apparent
soul that is in every one of us is only the image of God, nothing beyond that.
The real Being who is behind, is that one God. We are all one there. As Self,
there is only one in the universe. It is in me and you, and is only one; and
that one Self has been reflected in all these various bodies as various
different selves. But we do not know this; we think we are separate from each
other and separate from Him. And so long as we think this, misery will be in
the world. This is hallucination.
Then the other great
source of misery is fear. Why does one man injure another? Because he fears he
will not have enough enjoyment. One man fears that, perhaps, he will not have
enough money, and that fear causes him to injure others and rob them. How can
there be fear if there is only one existence? If a thunderbolt falls on my
head, it was I who was the thunderbolt, because I am the only existence. If a
plague comes, it is I; if a tiger comes, it is I. If death comes, it is I. I am
both death and life. We see that fear comes with the idea that there are two in
the universe. We have always heard it preached, "Love one another".
What for? That doctrine was preached, but the explanation is here. Why should I
love every one? Because they and I are one. Why should I love my brother?
Because he and I are one. There is this oneness; this solidarity of the
whole universe. From the lowest worm that crawls under our feet to the highest
beings that ever lived — all have various bodies, but are the one Soul. Through
all mouths, you eat; through all hands, you work; through all eyes, you see.
You enjoy health in millions of bodies, you are suffering from disease in
millions of bodies. When this idea comes, and we realise it, see it, feel it,
then will misery cease, and fear with it. How can I die? There is nothing
beyond me. Fear ceases, and then alone comes perfect happiness and perfect
love. That universal sympathy, universal love, universal bliss, that never
changes, raises man above everything. It has no reactions and no misery can
touch it; but this little eating and drinking of the world always brings a
reaction. The whole cause of it is this dualism, the idea that I am separate
from the universe, separate from God. But as soon as we have realised that
"I am He, I am the Self of the universe, I am eternally blessed, eternally
free" — then will come real love, fear will vanish, and all misery cease.
Source: The Complete Works of swami Vivekananda, Volume-2